The Day I Get So Blue

It's not the end.

It's only the beginning.

You're already packing for a place that none of us has seen.

Now get your head up high.

Don't be such a pansy and cry.

If our glass heart should crack.

Don't bother it. Stay strong.

Go catch your dreams.

Go get your freedom.

Walk on dear friends.

Let's face the reality and the new phase of life.

Missed you both already...

For my two buddies Tyo & Amel

Cheers, i already weep, xoxo

will always love this moment

Dissapointment

How dare you smile when my heart is dying?
You’re just a sick bastard!
Don’t even try to walk with me in the same playground
Don’t even try to breathe the same air with me
Don’t you even bother to cry on the dead tree
You’re just a bogus
Live in stray world
Where no one wants you

Picture this!
All you got is one empty room
And you stand in the corner
No lights
No chaise lounge to sit
No door
And I will curse you for what you got

nothing happen actually

Some things we don't talk about
better do without
just hold a smile
we're falling in and out of love
the same damn problem..

agree or not?

things i like nowadays:

amazing artworks from nylon..fffound!
love the colours..




and can't wait for this movie

of course..my fave actor ever


*sigh* i wish this day cud be more colourful..

x.o.x.o
vF

everything u can imagine is real

Go for her..
Don't sit there and wait for her to call,
go after her because that's what u should do if u love someone,
don't wait for them to give u a sign,
coz it might never come..
Don't let people happen to u,
don't let me happen to u,
or her,
she's not fucking television show or tornado,
u can't just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not
everyone's idea of love,
but this is the way i can recognize it because that is what i do.
Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways,
because that is beautiful and that is generous,
and that is what loving someone is,
that is raw and that is unguarded,
and that is all that is worth anything, really..

-for the platonic friend-



Things comin' from my mind nowadays...

wow, where the hell is that comin' from? *lols*

hmm..this is so true isn't it?

yes please..that wud be great if u do that..

i need to capturing somethin'..

i always lurve the smell..

x.o.x.o
vF

things that i called crush

There's plenty of time left tonight
And you promised you'd have me home before daylight
There's so many things I have to say
I'll stay up all night to hear about your day
We act like kids in love when the sun goes down
There's a love that transcends
All that we've known of ourselves
And I'll wait for it to come
I'll wait for it to come
Well it's got to be strong to touch my heart through its shell
And I'll wait for it to come
I'll wait for it to come down

*Words by Copeland

A Soulmate Is...

“A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks.
When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are
We can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be.
Each unveils the best part of the other.
No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise.
Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings , our sense of direction.
When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person.
Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life ”_Richard Bach_

The One

I can´t be sad

There´s nothing to be sad for

I can´t say

That I am loosing you

When you were the one...

You were the one I never had..

The loss is something that I´ve learned to see

Not as something failed, but a victory

How unpredictable are not the ways

Of the flowing water and the sunrays

As well as love

Will twist and turn

But right here right now I stop this fight

This struggle for more

Coz I know you won´t be there

You were not what I was looking for

When you were the one..

You were the one I never had..

Loving him gives me strength,

Loving him gives me courage..

x.o.x.o

vF

Absurd

I know...
He, more than just know...
We've been lost for each other
We missed our last chance, then world keep running and won't let usto found each other.
We hate what we feel about, and we still don't know why we both meet.
We still don't know why we make a good relationships as bestfriend's.
We still don't know why we love each other...
We still don't know why we both hate our status as a human being who's complete each other and act like there's nothing happen between us.
We still don't know why there's chemistry between us...

We both trapped in our complex world,
and i still can't figure it out why we won't let it showed...
We're a hypocrite or maybe we're both just two starnger who's been misplaced
We're both trapped in our hypothetical thinking
Lost...and nowhere to be found