Life Is A Game

Life is a game,a game that you should decide weather you want to win it or lose it..and in the end it's always about winning or losing,
is it always have to be that way??
Seriously?
Seriously..i never wanted becoming a loser,but i have a doubt about to be a winner..
It seems looks like i don't see any plans at all,
about to be a winner and speaking of any plans..
i'm the one who always has a plan,but in realities..
sometimes it's just don't go well and when it doesn't go well..
i becoming a super pesimistic person on earth,
which always and always made me feel empty..
Empty.., and i don't feel anything..not sad..not happy..just empty..
and it's terrible..totaly horrible..which freaking me out..