Happy New Year Fellas

well well well...this is the end of the year 2009,

happy new year everyone, have a blessed new year

and about the resolutions..hmm..

yea well just let's face what happens next

with a big grin on ur face

let's just think the positivity :)

by then i leave you with some pictures with all my office matey

it may sounds cheesy, but think of your workforce as a family.

After all you spend eight hours a day together..well more i suppose

and we have no chice but to at least tolerate one another *lol*

x.o.x.o

vF

3 deadline at the same time and my head spin like a merry-go-round

And here it is..

Rainy afternoon..

and another weekend stuck in the office, confined with deadlines and everything that makes me sick. Yea well..my mom already told me to move on..get another job coz seriously she thinks that these kinda job doesn't suit with the *ahemsalaryahem*.

Actually i do feel like a labour with no day off and its not good at all *dammit!*.

And the people around..hmm..i think they already change, or it's just my sensitivity?

Yea we'll see, if there's no kinda change in a good way, i think there's nothing worth to make me stay longer.

Have a great weekend..

x.o.x.o

vF

500 days of summer

This is a story of boy meets girl. The boy, Tom Hansen grew up believing that he'd never truly be happy until the day he met the one. The girl, Summer Finn did not share this belief. This is a story of boy meets girl, but you should know upfront,
this is not a love story.



An off-beat love story that isn't a love story, staring the always darling Zooey Deschanel and the mulititalented Joseph Gordon-Levitt.
Absolutely my favorite kind of movie.


Summer: We've been like Sid and Nancy for months now
Tom: We've had some dissagreements but i hardly think I'm Sid Vicious
Summer: No, I'm Sid
Tom: Oh, so i'm Nancy...

*

x.o.x.o
vF

be whoever you want to be. i won't judge you

current's obsession:

love the jacket

love every piece this girl wear on her body

the outfit, the looks... i adore so mucho

(source:lookbook.nu)

have a great wednesday people, god bless u.. :)


*smoooooocch*
vF

Quote of The Day

“When you are content to be simply yourself and don’t compare or compete, everybody will respect you.”

-Lao Tzu-

Dissapointment

How dare you smile when my heart is dying?
You’re just a sick bastard!
Don’t even try to walk with me in the same playground
Don’t even try to breathe the same air with me
Don’t you even bother to cry on the dead tree
You’re just a bogus
Live in stray world
Where no one wants you

Picture this!
All you got is one empty room
And you stand in the corner
No lights
No chaise lounge to sit
No door
And I will curse you for what you got

it's getting deeper...i guess..

If we cud sit together a moment and talk forever just to pass the time,
I would smile as the shivers and chills run down my spine when your eyes are locked on mine,
If we could just be immobile for some time and finally figure out the way we feel,
About the missing puzzle pieces and cloudy question marks that still look a bit surreal,
Open your eyes and see everything you can be,
If you’re lost when you close your eyes, I’ll meet you there!

(image from LeLove)

x.o.x.o
vF

tuesday booster

I think i like tuesday especially when i've got a surprise present :)
Like this day...i've got this picture one from one of the blogger who's working on her project called 1000 nama anak bangsa. You can check on her artwork at 1000namaanakbangsa.blogspot.com
And yes this week might probably hectic coz still have the deadline with my one and only effing client.
But even so i still enjoyed the moment. So thank you Restu Kilau Cahaya, thanks for the artwork it really boost my mood, quite a charger i think..hahaha. Thank You :)

x.o.x.o
vF

just haven't met you yet

I'm not surprised not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times
I stopped keeping track
I talk myself in
I talk myself out
I get all worked up then
I let myself down
I tried so very hard not to loose it,
I came up with a million excuses,
I thought of every possibility.
And I know someday
That it’ll all turn out you’ll make me work
So we can work to work it out
And I promise you that i’ll give so much more than i get
I just haven't met you yet
I might have to wait
I’ll never give up
I guess it's half timing

And the other's half’s luck
Wherever you are whenever it's right you’ll come out of nowhere
And into my life and i know that we can be so amazing
And baby your love is gonna change me
And now i can see every possibility
I just haven't met you yet..

(words from Michael Buble 'Haven't Met You Yet')
(Image from yay!everyday)


Eventhough i'm in the middle of deadline which practically bores me, not to mention that effing client who takes hell of revised, it doesn't mean that i can't have a quality time with my blog *lol*.
Now i can't wait to take some time off and have a little treatment or massage. Gosh i need 'me time' and i need to sleep, the quality one.


x.o.x.o
i'll see u guys back then after i had a great dreamy sleep ;)

say that magic spell

lately..i have nothing to say but this..
saythatmagicspell.



(image from yay!everyday)

flashback is sucks!

When i see him i completely fell apart.
Then suddenly i flew away into a year ago, when my days was filled with him.
After a break up, certain streets, locations, even times of day are off-limits.
The city becomes a deserted battlefield loaded with emotional land mines.
You have to be careful where you step or you could be blown to pieces.
I'm sedated from my pain.

But wait..we've never been in a relationship, so i guess it's not a break up,
not even close anyway..
But flashback is sucks, really sucks!

(Image from yay!everyday)

the ice is getting thinner

We're not the same, dear, as we used to be
The seasons have changed and so have we
There was little we could say and even less that we could do
To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you

We buried our love in the wintery grave
A lump in the snow was all that remained
But we stayed by its side, as the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we'd speak

When the spring arrived, we were taken by surprise
When the flows under our feet bled into the sea
And nothing was left for you and me

We're not the same dear and it seems to me
There's nowhere we can go with nothing underneath
Then it saddens me to say what we both knew was true
That the ice was getting thinner under me and you

The ice was getting thinner under me and you..


(words by Death Cab for Cutie)



things inspire me today:

let's shall we.. i need it badly *lols*



x.o.x.o
vF

Quote of The Day

A man never knows how to say goodbye and a woman usually don't know when to say it. So when a relationship is making you unhappy, maybe it's not meant to be, you just have to accept it and walkaway..


so let the sun shining..


x.o.x.o
vF

nothing happen actually

Some things we don't talk about
better do without
just hold a smile
we're falling in and out of love
the same damn problem..

agree or not?

things i like nowadays:

amazing artworks from nylon..fffound!
love the colours..




and can't wait for this movie

of course..my fave actor ever


*sigh* i wish this day cud be more colourful..

x.o.x.o
vF

a good friend

+ A good friend is honest and trustworthy

+ A good friend lets you be yourself and doesn’t try to change you or change to be liked by you

+ A good friend shows they care

+ A good friend never would let you do something that would hurt you

+ A good friend calls you just to say hi or see how you are

+ A good friend is genuinely interested and involved in your life

+ A good friend can tell if you’re happy or not happy without you saying a word

+ A good friend makes time for you even if they don’t have a lot of time

+ A good friend has enough dirt on you to blackmail you for life - but keeps his or her mouth shut ;)

+ A good friend can forgive you when you make a mistake or screw up

+ A good friend never takes more from you than they can give back

+ A good friend is respectful towards you and every other person in your life, whether they like them or not

yep, i'm telling at you,
so keep ur friends close,
have a great day people :)


x.o.x.o
vF

o h w h e w w!

"If you look good and dress well,
you don't need a purpose in life."
-Robert Pante-


anyhow..i miss my besties..
happy fasting people


x.o.x.o
vF

oh whew day six..

it's all i can say

there's nothing more words left to say, have a good day.. cu tomorrow..

x.o.x.o
vF

Quote of The Day

We are what we repeatedly do.

-Aristotele-

h a p p y f a s t i n g

Getting excited for the Ramadhan, alhamdulillah..
so..happy fasting people, semoga puasanya afdhol yaa,
but anyway just for the record i just found my new addiction..yepp..yepp..it's ickle & lardee..the sweetest tooth that i ever met..well i mean not as in really met, but just by blogwalking :)
u should read the blog.., i'm telling u..
the story & the expression of 'em will make u laugh till ur stomach hurts..hahhaha..
it's amazing when still images a.k.a.photography cud do that,
very creative indeed..
well..well..well..enuf said, u can find 'em here

the adorable supercute alien that u ever see, rite? no?

x.o.x.o
vF

need a booster!

Currently listening to Sigur Ros - Hoppipolla,
always and always love that sounds..

Godspeed

*pictures from the selby

the only way to be truly happy
is to keep yourself busy..

x.o.x.o
vF

stop it, i'm tired..

These days, i'm soberly observing about my love life..
It's pretty complicated actually,
And i feel compelled to share it..
It's always the same for me, break up break down.
Several times in love, several times broken heart, and made me realize that i'm not even in relationships with that guy. Yes, i'm telling the truth, i just love that guy but practically i didn't even show that to him. How pathetic..maybe.
But i just had an idea about how a guy should make a move first.
Sounds conservative you name it.., coz i'm kinda old-fashioned girl.
It's true that he bugs me almost 70% of my time.
Also true that i was afraid to show it, always..and always.
Till he had no clue at all how to deal with me, and just leave.
Just like my father did.
And you know what..i begin assuming, maybe it's a bad timing, or maybe he's just too 'into' me, or then again maybe he thinks that i don't really deserve him, well..it's just came out from my mind anyway.
I also think about..maybe..just maybe..i don't really love him anyway, maybe..i'm not sure of it.
Well finally there's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up.
I guess this is it.
Too many heartache not good for my health.
Here it is, more or less, another wasted love story.
Well my platonic guy..wishing you had a good life with that girl.

x.o.x.o
vF

i'm not complaining

It's saturday and i should go to work,
and i don't even complaining..
I'm a workaholic, and i'm happy for it, how sad..
Anyway..i'll leave you with pictures from last friday when i have a dine @Grand Indonesia with the coworkers,
have a great weekend fellas.
Adios..

Chin enjoy that noodles very much, hahahaha..


the beautiful fountain show


Tyo & Amel waiting around chin, while she ate her noodles,
look at their face, cute for each other *lols*

@ social house


the drink



i choose 'forget me not' mocktail, i should order this drink again when i come to social house again.
lurve it ;)


x.o.x.o
vF

everything u can imagine is real

Go for her..
Don't sit there and wait for her to call,
go after her because that's what u should do if u love someone,
don't wait for them to give u a sign,
coz it might never come..
Don't let people happen to u,
don't let me happen to u,
or her,
she's not fucking television show or tornado,
u can't just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not
everyone's idea of love,
but this is the way i can recognize it because that is what i do.
Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways,
because that is beautiful and that is generous,
and that is what loving someone is,
that is raw and that is unguarded,
and that is all that is worth anything, really..

-for the platonic friend-



Things comin' from my mind nowadays...

wow, where the hell is that comin' from? *lols*

hmm..this is so true isn't it?

yes please..that wud be great if u do that..

i need to capturing somethin'..

i always lurve the smell..

x.o.x.o
vF

That day they kidnap me

On 4 august my coworkers (chin, amel, tyo, steve) has just kidnapped me from the madness office.
Fyi that day i've got so many things to do, and the deadline are seemingly insane or i must say horrifying.. why..because i should finish those six videos at 11 august,
can u imagine that?.. (hmm i don't think so)
so okay..then after they kidnap me, they brought me into karaoke..aww..
then surprisingly i've got the supercutie tube-dress,
isn't that sweet..
okay, i leave u with those pictures from that day anyway..
i love u guys!! happy weekend yay!!

i look like an idiot ;p

tadaaahhh...surprisingly surprise me

yippie..i got a supercutie tube-dress (i lurve it)

amel - stevie - chin - tyo, ahhh..u guys rocks!!

x.o.x.o
vF

bore with people with nothing to say

Today i'm half asleep while i'm working out the script.
Anyway..did u know that it's hard when u don't have same interest with ur besties?
such as going to design exhibition or watching movies on theater.
I don't know how to explain it..
I thought friends should be together when they need each other.
*Sigh* it's pretty saddy when u knew it later on, since u've been bestfriends for like a years.
And my job is completely like unhandeled situations.
I wish it's just another bad dream, but it's not.
Well i think i just have to face any kind situations, especially in this madness office.
Wish me luck fellas..

*Todays Thought*
Who really bores me?
Politicians and people with nothing to say

I think i need a holiday, even just for a day
I wanna swim..even i know i can't *lols*

x.o.x.o
vF