need a booster!

Currently listening to Sigur Ros - Hoppipolla,
always and always love that sounds..

Godspeed

*pictures from the selby

the only way to be truly happy
is to keep yourself busy..

x.o.x.o
vF

stop it, i'm tired..

These days, i'm soberly observing about my love life..
It's pretty complicated actually,
And i feel compelled to share it..
It's always the same for me, break up break down.
Several times in love, several times broken heart, and made me realize that i'm not even in relationships with that guy. Yes, i'm telling the truth, i just love that guy but practically i didn't even show that to him. How pathetic..maybe.
But i just had an idea about how a guy should make a move first.
Sounds conservative you name it.., coz i'm kinda old-fashioned girl.
It's true that he bugs me almost 70% of my time.
Also true that i was afraid to show it, always..and always.
Till he had no clue at all how to deal with me, and just leave.
Just like my father did.
And you know what..i begin assuming, maybe it's a bad timing, or maybe he's just too 'into' me, or then again maybe he thinks that i don't really deserve him, well..it's just came out from my mind anyway.
I also think about..maybe..just maybe..i don't really love him anyway, maybe..i'm not sure of it.
Well finally there's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up.
I guess this is it.
Too many heartache not good for my health.
Here it is, more or less, another wasted love story.
Well my platonic guy..wishing you had a good life with that girl.

x.o.x.o
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i'm not complaining

It's saturday and i should go to work,
and i don't even complaining..
I'm a workaholic, and i'm happy for it, how sad..
Anyway..i'll leave you with pictures from last friday when i have a dine @Grand Indonesia with the coworkers,
have a great weekend fellas.
Adios..

Chin enjoy that noodles very much, hahahaha..


the beautiful fountain show


Tyo & Amel waiting around chin, while she ate her noodles,
look at their face, cute for each other *lols*

@ social house


the drink



i choose 'forget me not' mocktail, i should order this drink again when i come to social house again.
lurve it ;)


x.o.x.o
vF

everything u can imagine is real

Go for her..
Don't sit there and wait for her to call,
go after her because that's what u should do if u love someone,
don't wait for them to give u a sign,
coz it might never come..
Don't let people happen to u,
don't let me happen to u,
or her,
she's not fucking television show or tornado,
u can't just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not
everyone's idea of love,
but this is the way i can recognize it because that is what i do.
Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways,
because that is beautiful and that is generous,
and that is what loving someone is,
that is raw and that is unguarded,
and that is all that is worth anything, really..

-for the platonic friend-



Things comin' from my mind nowadays...

wow, where the hell is that comin' from? *lols*

hmm..this is so true isn't it?

yes please..that wud be great if u do that..

i need to capturing somethin'..

i always lurve the smell..

x.o.x.o
vF

That day they kidnap me

On 4 august my coworkers (chin, amel, tyo, steve) has just kidnapped me from the madness office.
Fyi that day i've got so many things to do, and the deadline are seemingly insane or i must say horrifying.. why..because i should finish those six videos at 11 august,
can u imagine that?.. (hmm i don't think so)
so okay..then after they kidnap me, they brought me into karaoke..aww..
then surprisingly i've got the supercutie tube-dress,
isn't that sweet..
okay, i leave u with those pictures from that day anyway..
i love u guys!! happy weekend yay!!

i look like an idiot ;p

tadaaahhh...surprisingly surprise me

yippie..i got a supercutie tube-dress (i lurve it)

amel - stevie - chin - tyo, ahhh..u guys rocks!!

x.o.x.o
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bore with people with nothing to say

Today i'm half asleep while i'm working out the script.
Anyway..did u know that it's hard when u don't have same interest with ur besties?
such as going to design exhibition or watching movies on theater.
I don't know how to explain it..
I thought friends should be together when they need each other.
*Sigh* it's pretty saddy when u knew it later on, since u've been bestfriends for like a years.
And my job is completely like unhandeled situations.
I wish it's just another bad dream, but it's not.
Well i think i just have to face any kind situations, especially in this madness office.
Wish me luck fellas..

*Todays Thought*
Who really bores me?
Politicians and people with nothing to say

I think i need a holiday, even just for a day
I wanna swim..even i know i can't *lols*

x.o.x.o
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